KURODA, hatsuhara

[hatsuharu]

Hatsuhara »« Kuroda

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Close your eyes,

xxx

Nicknames: Kuro, Hatsu, Hara, Hatsu-chibi, Kuro-chibi
Age: fourteen years {I like to keep my characters the age of their face claims}
Gender:male
Love Interest: Closet Homosexual
Height: 5'1.4"
Weight: 103 lbs

Appearance ▼▼▼

Shota shota night-o fever--ahem... Well, that little piece of a song pretty much sums up Hatsu's appearance. He's a shota, meaning a teenage boy who looks like a little girl. At only five foot one and two fifths inches someone might call him 'short,' which he is. OK, he just hasn't hit puberty yet, and I highly doubt he ever will. He'll be sort of like Justin Beiber (yes, I spell his name like that 'cause he doesn't deserve to have it spelled correctly), but better. His blond hair reaches just to his ears, though he puts most of it up in a small ponytail while leaving his bangs out. Hatsu has large, round, blue-with-a-hint-of-green eyes that often make people stare at them. With pale white skin, you would think that the poor lad was kept in a dark room all of his life. It's almost as if he is a vampire; however, he doesn't sparkle.

The boy normally wears a white-black-and-yellow sailor-ish uniform with a yellow tie. The boots he normally wears are black with a bit of yellow on them. The--oh, what would you call them...? Arm cuffs? Yeah, let's go with that--arm cuffs that he normally wears are dark gray with yellow at the top and bottom, along with a large blue rectangle in the front. Hatsu doesn't always wear this uniform. No, he wears other outfits. Sometimes, ok a lot of the time, he even dresses up like a girl. He can pull off a dress so well...

listen to their lies

Likes:
» Bananas
» Road rollers
» Anything yellow
» Up-beat songs
» Food, food, food--did I mention food?
» A good book
» Singing
» The moon and stars

Dislikes:
» Parties
» Colds
» Blinding sunlight
» Thunderstorms
» Brussels sprouts
» Boring people
» Loud, obnoxious people

Habits:
» Messing with any random strings he finds on his clothing
» Tuning people out when he isn't supposed to

Talents:
» Singing, dur
» Playing the piano
» Able to eat a lot of bananas without feeling sick

Phobias:
» Agrizoophobia- fear of wild animals
» Athazagoraphobia- fear of being forgotten or ignored or forgetting
» Astraphobia//Astrapophobia- fear of thunder and lightning(Ceraunophobia//Keraunophobia)
» Chiraptophobia- fear of being touched {he has to try and tolerate this one, though}
» Contreltophobia- fear of sexual abuse
» Coulrophobia- fear of clowns
» Ecophobia- fear of home
» Mastigophobia- fear of punishment
» Merinthophobia- fear of being bound or tied up
» Pneumatiphobia- fear of spirits {he's horrible in 'haunted houses' and becomes very clingy}
» Atychiphobia- fear of failure

Personality ▼▼▼

Well, if all the phobias haven't given you an idea about little Hatsu's personality, then I don't know what will. Hatsu is a very paranoid little boy. If you wish to know why, look in his history. Once you get past the mass-amount of fears, Hatsu is actually a pretty good friend. Sure, he may not be able to help you out if something involves a fear of his, but he can still talk to you and such. Well, phobias aside, Hatsuhara is your average cross-dressing shota... OK, there's nothing average about that. Anyways, he loves to cross-dress, but that is only because his foster mother would always dress him up in dresses and such, thus making him very comfortable in girl's clothing. He is patient, kind, caring, and everything else you would normally find in a girl. So, basically, he's a girl... Anyways, just like the girls he grew up with from school, he is very violent when angered. If you do try to make him upset, please make sure that there isn't anything within his reach. Oh, seeing how Hatsuhara is actually very shy off stage, it takes forever for him to open up to, well, anyone. This makes it very hard for him to fall in love with anyone; however, if he ever does, he would be very clingy, especially if you get him anywhere near his fears...

only a matter of time until we all find out.

History ▼▼▼

Have you ever had the feeling that all you know is a lie? The life you've been living was meant to be different? Well, that's what Hatsuhara always felt, though he always kept it to himself. The boy was actually born in Threa, under his 'true' name of Nowell Eterna, along with his younger-by-a-few-minutes twin. However, he wasn't ever able to meet his sister because, while at the hospital, he was mixed up with another child. From there, he was taken away to Japan. Why his 'mother' was in Threa instead of Japan at the time, who knows. Well, anyways, he was then name Kuroda Hatsuhara.

Hatsuhara's 'mother' was kind and sweet, yet she was paranoid of everything. She was the most-protective mother you've ever seen. She kept the poor boy in isolation ever since she took him home, never taking him outside and never allowing anyone to touch him. This might be why he gained a phobia of being touched, seeing how the only person he ever had contact while he was young with was his mother. Another phobia that formed when he was very young was the Pneumatiphobia, or fear of spirits. Yes, that means that his house was haunted (which also lead to his fear of his home). The spirits in his house would always keep him awake at night, whispering words of terror around him. When he was four, he finally met one of the spirits. The spirit drained some of the electricity from the game boy he was playing on and used it to turn into an apparition before him. This scared the hell out of the four-year-old, making him scream and run to his 'mother.'

After the night of seeing the spirit, he had horrifying nightmares, which led to his fear of sexual abuse and being bound or tied up. Yes, you can gain a fear from dreams. I can't even look outside at night, for fear of seeing the 'kid with many faces' and the 'headless girl' who tried to kill me in my dreams. Fun, fun. Oh, I might as well say this: even thought his 'mother' knew he was a boy, she would always buy girl's clothing for him and dress him up, and this has been going on since he was two. When Hatsuhara was seven, his mother decided it was finally time for him to go to school. However, his mother didn't want to send him to a public school or an all-boys school, so she dressed him up like a girl, again, and sent him off to a near-by all-girls school. Yes, all-girls. His mother is pathetic...

At the all-girls school in Japan, he actually fit in pretty well. He joined the choir club until he was ten, which was when he joined the show choir instead. He loved both show choir and normal choir. Really, he was just happy he was able to sing, seeing how he had a natural talent for it. However, all fun ends one way or another. The school was very strict when it comes to rules. He and some of his friends before curfew. He accidentally tripped, thus knocking over a prized vase, which fell to the ground and shattered into a billion pieces. The headmaster was there in an instant, taking Hatsuhara (and only Hatsuhara) to her office. There, she gave him a horrible punishment, thus giving him his fear of punishment and failure. When he was twelve, he was expelled from the all-girls school from accidentally bumping into the headmaster while she was talking to another teacher. Jeez, that headmaster gets mad over anything.

His mother, seeing how she thought it wasn't safe for them there anymore, somehow moved them to Threa. How they got to the planet, who knows. I do not feel like explaining. Use your imagination!